Observations, EssaysJuly 16, 2008 11:47 pm

My bottle, alas, is empty these days. I almost have completed the interview, but time is more precious than money, fuel, and about everything else I can think of these days, and therefore, like the rest of those things, I have little time.

I was thinking tonight of my practice and how to turn the battle into an amicable partnership. For now, the practice kicks my ass. The good thing is that every time I pick myself off the floor, I am better prepared to take the damn thing down. The legal matters and trials are going well, and I have been fortunate enough to win much more than I lose. That’s a good thing for the clients, but it’s really good for me, because I already am getting whipped. I love a challenge, though.

So, last week I was smothered, scattered, and I took the horizontal break. Then I stood, stretched. Now I shower. Stay tuned.

Poetry, ProseJuly 9, 2008 12:58 pm

"Anyone here?" He asks tentatively as the top of his head finally emerges from the paper stacks. Climbing upward further, he at last is able to see that his desk is made of cherry wood and doesn’t need dusting. "Hell, it shouldn’t," he thinks. "It’s been covered in paper for two weeks."

Hi ya’ll! Howya been? I appreciate the words of encouragement and the visits. I think I have finally caught up with work and recuperated from other busy-ness enough to get some really important stuff accomplished. So, of course, I am here to do that, albeit taking the easy way out with more poetry.

This Functional Life

Pictures from a recollection and wishes
of somewhere else in time and distance
where trees are grown for no reason and I can love
the moon

Several sawed-off shotguns
wasting in the woodshed and suits
with dusty shoulders from hanging too long
in the closets of rusty soldiers
Maybe in church on Sunday
where real seems sometimes surreal but yet so real
that thanks should be given for bloodshed
and all the spankings behind the woodshed
because more than our shoulders are dusty

Must he
hide behind the squint and swagger
when all that is needed is a smile to sweet the bitter
swallowed with a childhood chased with annual migrations
and carpetbaggers from God-knows-where
who appear in bedrooms and kitchens
calling themselves family

Choking
from the sweetness of her love until
tears fall because of daily realizations and recognition
of mortality, of loss
because nothing lasts forever outside this room

Sitting on a sunset
smiles become vivid recollections and even pictures
will not remain – memories can’t last forever
like stale toast
Stuck
popped up in Pompeii and frozen to yesterday

~jericho~

Across the Alley

She said she loves the moments when she can forget
to be her and instead remember,
sometimes too much, sweet dreams and vistas
that other times appear
in a magazine or on television
or in someone else’s eyes.
But those moments when she loses
track of time and self, they are more than all that
because they are real
even through a window-view,
and leaning out the window is its own poison
just like suffocation.

And he said he loves the moments when he can share
his heart and soul
with another who returns them
better than they were,
with another who breathes more than air - she breathes
the soft flesh of dreams both to be and not
and is not afraid of suffocation -
and he is ready to give her his breath anyway.

They say this across the alley,
smiling across the way through windows facing
each other. Their hearts seem pinned to clothespins
sliding on the line from one to the other, like notes
or clean clothes. They sometimes see the traffic
passing by, or a little girl pushing her doll in a stroller,
or a boy riding a bike, or the mailman, but mostly at these times
they see one another,
still sometimes they see the door,
beneath its awning always lit.

~jericho~

Observations, EssaysJuly 2, 2008 8:54 am


Stuck. My mind mired while my body yearns to move but waits on a mired mind to help it cross the street. Motivation is but a soft, brief breeze as tangible as yesterday. This has been a problem for two weeks, and the work keeps piling, stacking higher and higher. A friend suggested ADHD meds. What? Really. I wonder…. I often think that a kick-ass paralegal, assistant, or partner would do the trick far better. Someone to share the load. Advice: never take for granted another’s willingness to share your load. More advice: do not believe that you can play Atlas forever. Goal: be open to sharing the load.

Meanwhile, the next interview will be up this week, but I can’t say what day. Photos and stuff, too. Also, Lawgirl may be the one to provide at least a modicum of motivation, as I desire to partake in the legal discourse of her recent posts. Until then, I need to define more clearly the stacks on my desk, so I leave you with this, a work in progress which began as an ode to desire for one unknown:

She unfurls clouds from distant skies
and sends me reeling
across the thin wire
and I yearn
she can fight
and she can love out loud
she spits fire
and I want
to burn